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30 July 2012

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
58.8 kg 0 kg 8.8 kg Not Applicable

29 July 2012

26 July 2012

Guess what's back.. overating. I'm not sure what to do anymore. Maybe I should find help. I went trough depression I don't want to do it again. Today's the first time I feel bad because of it. I feel angry and sad and defeated. I feel so disappointed. Tommorow my weight will be up for sure. I'll weight myself only because then I can hate on it.

I'll try to talk to somebody. I already tried with my sister but she doesn't see the problem. She thinks 4000 calories isn't that much. NOT MUCH!? I'm pretty sure I ate even more. I'm so tired of this. There are also nightmares, crying for no reason and getting angry at pointless stuff. I'm so weak mentally right now. I ate so much I'm not gonna eat tommorow. Not to punish myself, but because I won't be hungry. And everyone will think I'm weird again, that I'm starving. And they will talk behind my back. And I usually hear them. And it makes me so sad. Great. Now I'm crying. I had to get this off my chest. :(

22 July 2012

19 July 2012



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