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11 August 2024

Today is back to sort of back to normal. Diet wise and activity wise. I couldn't resist buying avocados. I was craving lemon avocado spread, so that will be part of my lunch. I will be having strawberries on sponge cake, but I make my own sponge cake with less sugar. Hubby and I have to finish the cake, because we got a lot of ants due to all the heat, humidity, and rain. I'm just thankful that all we got was bugs. I saw where a bridge was washed out near by, so the people on the other side of the bridge can't leave their homes. I feel so sorry for them. I also saw the Potomac river breached really badly in DC, so I feel that we are bless and thank the Lord for that.

Yesterday, I walked out to our garden to get some onions. I haven't been out there for quite a few days due to all the rain. WOW! For the first time it looked scary and thought it looked like something out of a horror film. I was waiting for some monster to pop out of the bok choy and beans area! Not only was the bok choy up to my calves, but the tomatoes grew so big that they had swooned over the ties and were every where. I really don't remember planting that much bok choy and tomatoes. The tomato stalks are the width of my pinky or bigger! The cucumbers look like they are pretty well done for the season, so I guess we'll be pulling the cucumber plants and putting some of the bok choy there. I was surprised that we already have some ripe tomatoes, so I'll be making tomato salad for me and stewed tomatoes for hubby.

My 2 old ladies are already starting to molt, so I guess we're in for an early winter. We're getting 4 - 6 eggs per day now as apposed to 8-10. I'm glad they are molting now, because it looks so sad when they molt in cold weather. Abby has bald spots and Hawkeye will soon start to look like a football. Then the wonderful waiting game for them to get their new feathers in. I saw a few black feather in the nesting boxes, so I guess it won't be long and the Black Stars will start the molting process too.

10 August 2024

I was so happy yesterday! I made it through the colonoscopy with "flying colors" as my Dr. put it. Thanks to the suggestion from an FS friend of not eating too much during the low-fiber phase. The doctor said he could tell I followed his instructions, because my colon was very clean. He said he got a really good picture and that there were no polypus. Yay! Unfortunately, he had to explain prior to the test that I am in the "five year club," due to my family history. Of course, emotional me teared up and the nurses and him did a good job of calming me down. Colon cancer is the worst cancer in the world and I've witnessed it first hand. It's gross, demoralizing, and extremely painful. That's one cancer I definitely want to avoid! Afterwards, I agreed with him that it wasn't that bad after all and I will be back in 5-years. I literally felt nothing, because they put you to sleep. Of course, I kept cracking jokes to get everyone laughing and to distract myself. They liked how I pretty much stayed in "good spirits." Well, it was easy since the nurses and the doctors were great, with a wonderful bedside manner! I'd say the worst part was the laxatives; however, I was lucky enough to be able to use the Dulcolax/Miralax prep instead of the Go-Lightly. I don't want to see any more Gatorade for a long time now. I must be getting old, because that stuff is really sweet! If anyone were to ask me for advice on getting a colonoscopy, I'd say get yourself some adult diapers and don't expect to get any sleep the night before the test! Staying close to the bathroom is not enough. Yep...I'm old...It's true when you reach a certain age you start sharing the grossest blow by blow medical battle scars and tests. Thank you everyone for your support!

08 August 2024

07 August 2024

Last night was an interesting dream. I dreamt that I visited my old workplace and standing behind the counter was a retired coworker. She was always nice to me, but other coworkers told me she was evil and used to spread malicious gossip and rumors about me. (The dean used to call me into his office every time he heard the gossip and would ask me if it was true or not. If it was true, he'd ask to hear my side of the story.) Anyhow, the lights in the building were going on and off, which made the building seem very creepy like in a horror movie. I looked at her and told her that I was about to tell her the lights were going on and off, but I figured she knew that since it's on all floors of the building. She just said that she knew that. I felt like I wanted to ask her if she had done something about it like telling someone, but I stopped myself and said nothing. I just stood there observing her. (I didn't want to, but I was just curious why she was there.) I told her she looked good and had lost a lot of...and that is where I stopped, in mid sentence. She thanked me, then I noticed I was thin too and actually looked better than her.

What a dream! I think my mind must be looking for closure from all the hurt and pain caused by the malicious gossip and rumors. None of the department heads ever did anything about it. There's really no way to tell who started it and who kept the ball rolling, so I realize there will never be any closure. The biggest thing that I noticed about the dream was that she remained very stolid and unemotional the entire time. She didn't even seem to care about the lights! I think that is exactly what I need to do. Emotionally remove myself from my job, which will help me focus on my health. My health is more important than an old building with issues. It's hard for me to stop caring, because that is how I was brought up. You do your job with completely dedication and give the extra mile where you can, unfortunately that value seems to be outdated and somehow causes a lot of jealousy. I think I'm going to have to find myself a more challenging distraction to help me move on.

04 August 2024

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
65.9 kg 4.9 kg 9.2 kg Reasonably Well
   (2 comments) Losing 0.3 kg a Week


Magpiezoe's Weight History


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