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Good morning FS friends
Another day. Missed physio today as got the time wrong. Grief brain fog sucks big time. Going tomorrow instead.
Eavestrough cleaners are here. John was going to do it last fall, but got sick early November so it didn't happen. You have to know that if you have small oak saplings growing out of the troughs that they are clogged up and won't do the house any good.
John's youngest son called yesterday and will be coming by this afternoon. He has asked me to go look at some places where the memorial service might be held in this region. For this I'm grateful as there has been an underlying fear/insecurity that I won't be included in either the planning or the event itself. Despite such a long history together/apart, not sure that any of the sons fully appreciated the depth/breadth of our relationship or the close connection we had through these years.
Food wise I'm a mess. For some reason cheese and nuts keep calling me and I keep eating them. Calorie dense, not particularly filling, but the want for those foods are pretty strong. I've had cravings before, but this go round it is a feeling of "must have". Maybe it is a by product of the two weeks of adrenaline pumping and weird eating after John died and the unusual amount weight lost at that time. Body might be trying to find homeostasis again.
Another day passes
Over and out
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760 kcal
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Fat: 17.97g | Prot: 78.56g | Carbs: 75.29g.
Breakfast: GNC Wheybolic Classic Vanilla, Orgain Organic Protein Plant Based Protein Powder Creamy Chocolate Fudge. Lunch: Lactantia 18% Table Cream. Dinner: Skotidakis Tzatziki, Marc Angelo Souvlaki Pork Sirloin Kabobs, Costco Corn on The Cob. Snacks/Other: Iogo Iogo 0% (strawberry/Raspberry/Peach/Vanilla), Clementines. more...
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