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Recently I've been looking through old photos of myself... yeah, I couldn't dress to save my life, but my body was smaller. I remember thinking to myself, "I'm so fat!" at the time, and I also remember thinking "I'll never let myself get up to 200lbs!" -- all this back when I was 154lbs, just a freshman in high school!
Well, here it is, five years after high school graduation, and I've already done one yoyo up to 233lbs and back to below 200. I don't feel comfortable about where I am and about the things people have to say about me, whether it's in real life, my job, or on the internet.
I say I'm doing this because I've got nothing better to do, but in actuality I'm doing this because it's the most important thing *to* do. [/size]
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2048 kcal
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Fat: 99.20g | Prot: 87.88g | Carbs: 207.98g.
Breakfast: Light Soymilk, Ham and Cheese Toastwich. Lunch: smart balance, Sandwich Style 100% Whole Wheat with a Hint of Molasses Bread, peanut sauce. Dinner: Spicy Korean Vegetables & Tofu. Snacks/Other: McFlurry with Oreo Cookies. more...
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2648 kcal
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Exercise:
Walking (moderate) - 5/kph - 30 minutes, Sitting - 7 hours, Resting - 9 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 7 hours. more...
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