I've decided that I need help and I need to get better. I can't let this eating disorder and my depression rule my life, so I am going to go and book a session with a nutritionist.
Although, I will admit I am scared as all hell for the time when I step on the scales and see I've gained weight. I've realized I've been hurting my best friend for far too long when I promised I would never do so. I am also sick to death of fearing any small amount of food I put in my mouth.
Wish me luck x
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