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04 May 2008

Well. Where do I begin? A day (yesterday) with a certain family member and the in-laws. I allowed myself to feel uncomfortable and frustrated, so I ate. I'm not sure what I ate because I wasn't paying attention. I ate because I was anxious and angry. It was a 1st Communion party, so of course there was delicious food like ham, cheesey potatoes, spinach dip and pumpernickle, ramaki. I'd like to say I filled my plate up with the yummy grilled chicken salad only, but I didn't. I had a plate of that plus the other stuff I listed. Oh yeah and deviled eggs. I had 3 of those.

After that party we went to a party with our friends for a 60th birthday party for her parents. The difference, there was the same yummy food there. Did I eat it? I had one square of veggie pizza. Was it because I was stuffed? Could be, but I think it was the company. I was stimulated by conversations. I wasn't anxious because nobody was screaming at each other or yelling at me, or talking about me behind my back.

So, when am I going to learn that I'm the only one who is affected by it? I am workingn hard to deep breathe, and allow myself to gain control of me and my mind rather than allowing myself to get sucked into the chaos and irrational behavior of those around me.

So in my mind I gave myself Friday and Saturday. Now it's Sunday and I'm back to it. It's a fresh day and I'm back on track.

04 May 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
72.1 kg 7.3 kg 8.6 kg Not Applicable
   Add Comment Losing 16.9 kg a Week


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