I am a 44 year old mother of two beautiful children and a grandma of Jahar the man of my life at a year and half he has completely won me over. I didn't start putting on weight into my late 20's age 28 to be exact and from there I went up, up, and up from 135LBs to 268lbs or more. I had started E-diet back 10yrs ago and manage to lose 40lbs and kept it off until this day from there my weight would yo-yo from 204lbs to 235lbs. I then began to see that it was mental for me, with a lot of unhealed emotional issues. I started journaling, saw a psychologist at one point which was great, but had no idea that there was more work to be done. My mother died at 42yrs of age, my grandmother died at 43. I wish to live a long life, looking forward to the day that Jahar is 16 and we sitting back drinking lemonade as he listen to grandma life stories:-)