allinthistogether's Journal, 26 Dec 17

Starting New Year's Resolution early.

Felt sooooo rotten when I woke up today: weight gain has been increasing apace, at an alarming rate, even though I am 100% low carb compliant.

Eating too much, though, and focusing on the wrong choices (eg too many sweetened treats, too much bread substitute, not enough plain ol' meat & veggies) Downright dehydrated, too. Definitely not listening to my body's own cues for satiety and well-being.

What I notice: When I feel rotten (e.g. from eating too much or too much of the wrong stuff), I compound the problem by eating ... more! Why? I dunno. Old habits & beliefs rearing their ugly heads? E.g., feeling rotten can be fixed ... by eating. What a dumb belief! But I seem to follow it unthinkingly.

New rule: Bad feeling (emotionally or physically) = bad eating (and reverse is true, too). Good feeling (emotionally or physically) = good eating (and reverse). If I feel rotten, I need to consider how what I'm eating is contributing to that, and ***just stop it.*** When I feel good, I need to acknowledge how good eating is enhancing that, pat myself on the back, and keep it up.

I waited much longer to eat this morning than usual, and when I did eat, it was just eggs scrambled in a little butter, along with my morning coffee.

I also drank lots of water instead of grabbing coffee/bfast first thing(amazing how I can let whole days go by where the only liquid I take in is coffee!).

I am horrified at my current weight, but I feel good right now. I intend to nurture that, as much as possible, through good, measured, conscious eating today.

View Diet Calendar, 26 December 2017:
1198 kcal Fat: 81.33g | Prot: 65.40g | Carbs: 49.30g.   Breakfast: Butter (Salted), Egg, Great Value Half & Half, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). Lunch: Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk, Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Deli Turkey or Chicken Breast Meat, Psyllium Sandwich Rolls. Dinner: Unfrosted Cutouts, Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk, HK Cheese Crackers, Johnny's French Dip Au Jus Sauce, Smithfield All Natural Uncured Bacon, Daisy Sour Cream, Prime Rib, Psyllium Sandwich Rolls. Snacks/Other: Pero Family Farms Mini Sweet Peppers. more...

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Your not alone I would safely say you just described most of us. At one time or another we use bad judgement and suffer the consciences but learn a lesson from it. For some reason this time it's easier for me maybe because I had diabetes and I wasn't about to have my legs cut off! I put 4 bottles (16.9 fl ounces each) on my night stand every night. I drink two before I get up in the morning. Am I sick of water? You betcha, but it must be done. The other two I drink before supper time so I'm not up all night. Three months and I have never cheated or slipped up. Maybe it's a advantage of being old lol. Maybe it's I'm afraid if I cheat I'll never stop! Good luck with your journey 
26 Dec 17 by member: 8Patty
Thanks, 8Patty. I found the "Low Carb Daily Check In" through your profile, and signed right up! Looking forward to good accountability and support. :) 
26 Dec 17 by member: allinthistogether

     
 

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