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It's wednesday so I have survived through half the week. Two more very long days and the weekend again.
Unfortunately right now my mind is not on my eating nor the weight loss game as there have been other issues/problems that have reared it's ugly head.
My personal life has pretty much fallen apart. I am feeling the effects of pushing people that were close to me away, to protect them from my mood swings. This constant pushing has finally brought my relationship with my boyfriend to a skretching stop. He wants to know what I really want from him. How am I suppose to tell him when I myself is so confused right now!
I really need to stop all this... stop fixating on the negative, on the constant need to change without allowing other changes to really take effect. To stop being so impatient in everything, to allowing myself to get overwhelmed and frustrated, angry and allow my ugly moods to rule me. I know right now I am feeding off this anger, which is clouding my judgement on everything. It is also making me uncomfortable in my own skin.
Damn maybe I should not have written all this... sorry anyone who reads this...
*** Note to self.... Keep repeating this... it is only a mood it will pass, breathe, concentrate on what is important, your tough and strong = beat it and beat it good ******
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You can beat the "ugly" moods! I know this sounds hokey, but focus on the positive things in your life. You woke up today, that's one, you are able to write how you are feeling, that's two, we are here to help you get trough this, that's three, and I'm sure you can think of a lot more. I really hope things get better for you, sweetheart! :-)
16 Nov 11 by member: Queenwiggles
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Queenwiggles... once again thank you. You are absolutely right storms do eventually have to break.
16 Nov 11 by member: pam-u-la
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