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i am going to lose weight. I am going to be 65kg. I am banting and will do it quickly and with dedication. My boyfriend says i am fat and everyone is better than me, and I will show him. I am so motivated it is frightening. I will show him and then leave him. I am driven by the hate of what he has done to me, running me down and calling me names. I can't wait to have the satisfaction of reaching my goal. and leaving him in the dust.
*** WOW thank you everyone! I was keeping this journal for me really, so I can have someone to "talk to" about this, myself. lol. i didnt ever anticipate having such support ! it really helps! I am sticking to the diet 100 % and I am joining gym next week. I have always had a really high self esteem, and for my height, didnt feel fat, a bit chubby maybe, but always sexy and happy. Now I havte mirrors. Its been years of his saying it, and never looking at me or touching me, so i finally had enough and am now going to show him! I don't think he has any idea of what he is actually asking for. i want the satisfaction of achieving the goal. then i will create the body I want thereafter, not the one he wants. BUT THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! Could cry!
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Fat: 103.43g | Prot: 74.37g | Carbs: 76.72g.
Breakfast: Sabra Classics Hummus Singles. Lunch: 2% Fat Milk, Pure Protein 100% Whey Protein - Vanilla Cream, Green Tea. Dinner: Butter, Denny's Sliced Tomatoes (3 Slices), Cheddar Cheese, Mushrooms, Trader Joe's Tahini Sauce, Hanover Chick Peas. Snacks/Other: Ghirardelli Dark Chocolate Intense Dark 72%. more...
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Awe😞 That's a horrible thing to say to a woman. That even hurt my feelings just reading it. YOU GO GIRL!!! Show him who's BOSS
13 Aug 15 by member: poohle
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thank you for your support :) Its awesome to have someone to push you! We can do this together! YAAAAY!
13 Aug 15 by member: reallyfatandugly
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Yes we can..girls need to stick together!!
13 Aug 15 by member: poohle
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Hey f&u! Great to read about your determination! I have been up and down and now I'm doing great, building muscle mass and losing fat - what the scale says is not that much but I feel great and the change I'm seeing is incredible. It's taken me 6 weeks of determination with 6 mornings a week hitting the gym or running trail, as well as eating moderate amounts of healthy foods. I'm not where I want to be yet but I know I'm getting there. You will get to your "there" as well! I'm really happy you have connected with your champion and that you will soon look like one as well!
P.S. Boyfriend sounds like an idiot. Maybe he's not, but sounds like he has a thing or two to learn about life and respect.
13 Aug 15 by member: mcantell
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That really pisses me off what he says, and I could say more but I won't, but keep your head held high, you can do this because you are important, and beautiful
13 Aug 15 by member: Hearty21
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I am confused as to why that unthoughtful lout is your boyfriend! No matter your weight you are a beautiful child of God and there is none more worthy of love and to be valued than you! If you feel a need to lose weight for your health then I support you 150% but if it is simply because of his thoughtless & ugly words I would ask you to really think about it. You need to do this for YOU. I will be keeping an eye out for you and holding you in my prayers.
13 Aug 15 by member: Gramma Mary
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Yes this makes me very sad,, I am with GM on this one . I will pray as well for you My Friend. maybe something you might want to think about doing yourself . You are a child of God and asking for his help and guidance at this time,, could be just the strength you need to head down the road of freedom from this LOSER Boyfriend,, not sure that's what I would call him,, but suit yourself .
13 Aug 15 by member: Tamarah Jo
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... or you could just leave that dick and find someone who appreciates you.
Leave now, lose the weight if YOU want to and do it for YOU.
Jerks will treat you like crap and tell you you're worthless no matter what you look like or what you weigh. You may not like your current weight but you're not the problem in that relationship: he is.
13 Aug 15 by member: fitfatty
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Life is short, dump the jerk!
13 Aug 15 by member: mrsmax
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