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I uploaded a new pic that I took first thing this morning, it's a little blurry but I felt it was time for something new.
I feel like I'm a record on repeat, I messed up again, I will do better tomorrow!!! Well yesterday I bought myself a bikini (in my profile pic) and I must say it looks good, not perfect but good. All the previous years I had to get my bikini's from victoria secret because I needed a 34DD. This is the first year that I went in the department store (boscov's) grabbed a large and it actually had enough support to just wear that. I also got a large bottom which I'm hoping is too big by the time summer comes. If it is I can always get a plain black bottom and that will look fine.
So after bikini shopping I got home and was craving everything. So I satisfied each craving, lol. I had some nachos followed up by chocolate chips cookies and milk. It was bad but it felt good I was stuffed and went to bed early. Now that I satisfied the cravings I hope to be good for a while. My birthday is Saturday so I don't really have high hopes for then.
I already have my dinner all planned out lol.
Yesterday I only had 2 and a half cigerattes again. The chantix I'm taking really helps. They taste really nasty now it's just the habit I'm trying to quit, the association of cigerattes with certain activities and the oral fixation. I know it will get a little easier every day.
Today after work I'm going back to the store, there are these size 5 capri's that I'm dying to get into, I'm so close. I'm just going to buy them and when I get lazy try them on for motivation. They must fit by the next time it is warm enough to wear them!!!
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