Annabelle_1's Journal, 30 Apr 20

My "friend" and I had a fight and I decided to drop her but now she's hitting me up asking why but if I talk it out with her shes likely to manipulate me like she always does. There's a reason why I try to not get to close to people. Every time I get close to someone it is ruined. I don't get it, I'm nice to everyone. I have high expectations for my future and I've planned out how to get there but everyone I put in my corner to help get me there just ends up being an obstacle that is blocking my path. I've tried doing life like my sister and just being a loner but I'm too social for that. I hate that I changed myself from the kid I used to be because I thought that the world would accept me better. Reality check the world doesn't except anyone unless they are held in a high position. even then we struggle to accept our government.

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1104 kcal

Fat: 57.94g | Prot: 36.50g | Carbs: 116.46g.   Breakfast: Chocolate Milk, Onion Flakes, Garlic Powder, Kraft Finely Shredded Mild Cheddar Cheese, Egg. Dinner: Kool-Aid Strawberry Unsweetened Soft Drink Mix, Eckrich Smoked Sausage, Cooked Sauerkraut, Trader Joe's English Peas. Snacks/Other: Atkins Endulge Chocolate Caramel Mousse Bar, Cheetos Cheese Puffs, M&M's Peanut M&M's (Fun Size), Twix Twix (Fun Size), Hershey's Milk Duds Snack Size, Reese's Reese's Pieces (Package). more...