Ruhu's Journal, 12 Apr 13

I read a great post in the forums called "binge eating monster" for those who also suffer from binge eating or are curious about it. Her journey spoke to me as well as her comments about what's worked for her. You can also find it on her blog at nauticalowl.blogspot.com in the article called, "Binge Eating, My Gobble Monster". It's worth a read if you struggle with binging.

I continue to feel great, happy & healthy. And, I'm excited to review the "lab results" as I continue to in addition to logging my food, also log what I'm feeling before & after I eat plus how hungry I am before & after. I'm not sure if the results will be conclusive about anything, but I'm curious to see if there are patterns. (For the record, from what I've been reading about emotional eating, the logging should be done with curiosity instead of judgement... so I'm trying to keep my inner critic at bay!)

TGIF! Our weekend is a little in flux. One of my husband's best friend's mother-in-law passed away & the services are tomorrow but about a 2 1/2 hour ride from our home, so we're sorting that out. We were to have dinner with friends tomorrow night, but now that's in flux too. In the past, my OCD would have kicked in & I'd be anxious about deciding what we'll do, but I have to say that the serenity prayer is working & I'm feeling much more serene in general and much more willing to speak up to him about what I want/need (in this case to do either or, but not both).

So, to continue with my serenity, I'll begin my day in prayer --

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

And again I will take it one day, meal, bite, moment or emotion at a time & through each I'll pray, breathe, log, post & express! xoxox

View Diet Calendar, 12 April 2013:
1361 kcal Fat: 26.51g | Prot: 67.69g | Carbs: 233.02g.   Breakfast: Bob's Red Mill Steel Cut Oatmeal, Abbotsford Farms 100% Liquid Egg Whites, Coconut Oil, Strawberries, Raspberries, Blueberries, Blackberries. Lunch: Olives, Trader Joe's Frozen Edamame, Asian Pears, Whole Foods Market Caribbean Craze Salad. Dinner: Boston Market Seasonal Fresh Fruit Salad, Figs, Artichokes (Globe or French), Trader Joe's grilled chicken strips, Stew Leonard's Healthy Vegetable Soup. Snacks/Other: Boston Market Seasonal Fresh Fruit Salad, Pears, Luby's Roasted Mixed Vegetables, Good Neighbors Simply Zero Hummus, Trader Joe's Fresh Vegetable Tray. more...
1942 kcal Exercise: Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 14 hours and 30 minutes, Tennis - 1 hour and 30 minutes. more...

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Love it - curiosity not critic. Yep. All those years with the critic just kept the cycle going. Time to let someone else drive :-) 
12 Apr 13 by member: FullaBella
Love your journal, love your prayer. And love your new found serenity and being able to speak up for yourself. Also you are letting hubby make the ultimate decision and being okay with whatever he decides. We are on very similar paths it seems. I too am asking for more help these days. I am also trying so hard to show my hubby how much I love him and appreciate him. He knows I love him but the 'showing' has been in short supply sometimes because I get too busy and I know he knows so why bother kind of attitude. Anyway, asking for help is definitely working for me. Also starting the day in prayer is new for me but its also working because I have been much calmer/saner this week. It will be interesting to see the results of your self discoveries. Enjoy the week-end whatever it brings.  
12 Apr 13 by member: sarahsmum
Thanks for your comments on my journal. My sister has a bit of dementia. The 'bit' varies day by day. She is 75, much older than me :) She has no self awareness of her disease so it is difficult. And there is no other family. I knew from your journals that your mum had Alzheimer's so we are on similar life journeys. I have only begun to connect to the Spirit within me, so hoping that gives me more self control, patience and kindness in my time with my sister. I am learning patience daily with her so that's not a bad thing :) and I always try to be kind and bite my tongue so many times!!! So as I write this I get insight into that this time with my sister and her challenges is teaching me kindness, patience and to stop with the judging. Wow, good to write these things out sometimes. Now to remember the insights, lol, because unfortunately there is a history of dementia in our family and I have a background fear that I am on my way, as my memory is not the best these days :) 
12 Apr 13 by member: sarahsmum
So I'm absolutely overdosing on Megan today ~ thanks :-) She's the only person I know who uses the Fword more than me! 
12 Apr 13 by member: FullaBella

     
 

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