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Today is a new day and it is up to me to make the most of it. I have re read some of my journals and I see clearly that it is indeed depression that has set in. I thought it would pass but it hasn't. Although I feel like this I am still fighting, getting up in the morning and trying to do something everyday. Yesterday I did find something that eased the downs and that was going out for coffee with my friend and his daughter. Then bumping into three other people I knew. I was brave enough to tell them that losing my job had crushed me. At home the nurse came to look at my friends surgical site and taught me how to properly take care of it as I do have some basic training already. Oh my his nurse was male and yummy. I really wanted to go out and hurt myself just so he could take care of me. (just kidding) However with all this my eating remains crappy, at least it's something tangible that I can change. But one thing at a time.
That's it for now.
Grateful for: Family Few good friends Fs buddies Courage Strength My beliefs
Have a good day
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I like nurses... :) LOL, my best friend had one with an asshole for a mouth that was hysterical, but he was nice under it. Was that you as a kiddo in that pic?? Wow!! You've come so far!
03 Dec 12 by member: QuirkyNat
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Hey Nat ! Yep the profile pic was from 1985, so 27 yrs ago!
03 Dec 12 by member: pam-u-la
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Oh wow, 27 years! So weird to think of 1985 as being more than 20 years ago!
03 Dec 12 by member: QuirkyNat
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